bye bye xanga.

hello blogger.

ask me for my new add if you want :)

i think i just lost the will to blog. everything just seems so monotonous. and everything hurts.

i believed that words had healing powers.

but to me, words are just merely masks to hide my true feelings.

everything here, in this blog, is so fake.

its not the real me.

here's the real deal

the bitchy, arrogant, complacent, whiny and selfish fiona is here.

i see no point writing here with an angelic face and whatsnot.

even though i really like xanga because pics are so easy to upload, thats a bye (if you dont know)

i think i just lost the will to blog. everything just seems so monotonous. and everything hurts.

i believed that words had healing powers.

but to me, words are just merely masks to hide my true feelings.

everything here, in this blog, is so fake.

its not the real me.

here's the real deal

the bitchy, arrogant, complacent, whiny and selfish fiona is here.

i see no point writing here with an angelic face and whatsnot.

even though i really like xanga because pics are so easy to upload, thats a bye (if you dont know)

okay.. i shant comment on chem today.

it totally sucked can! and to add on the misery, people were cheering after the chem paper! just made everything worse..

never mind! its just 2 more papers! freedom is in the air! so near i can just smell it!

meanwhile, i shall love plants and animals, and love our hormones and how noble our pituitary glands are alright? in my next life, i want to be a plant. a one that propagates asexually at that. so simple minded, still have food reserves! and all you need to do is just to keep growing in a cycle and grow flowers and leaves and produce food to be stored. yeah? simple right! so unlike my present life, where we just study and study and study.. hmmm.. come to think of that, why not be a hydra? at least i can grow mouth and tentacles and they're so cute! haha.. and bud bud bud all day long!!

alright, this is like getting nowhere. im rambling on and on so that i can get into the mood of studying huh.. but i feel so darn pissed.. nevermind.. if he ever reads this ( which he wont i guess) i'm so gonna KILL HIM!!!

just 6 more days! come on people! we'll rock the house!

~.+.~

pictures from last saturday! my crazy jie mei vera and my horny friend barron's birthday!

christmas's coming. dont you just love it?

tongiht,

my heart hurts.

really.

:(